failed to pass 140, T.T

sandra, i din piss you off but instead let you down e_e

my whole body is pain-ing now...dunno why @.@

i gave my first ponteng to Raj.... =D

going to ponteng school for the first time after two years >.<

First day of intervensi...overall : not bad

my instinct tells me tat i will get a sucky marks for my English..>.<

cuz my brain suddenly empty at the summary part.. i FORGOTTEN how to write summary T.T

haiz... tat part already v. cham... things go from bad to worse when a "IF" poem pop out @_@...

WASEH + WALAOa

the if...if....if made me dizzy @~@... anyway, i just crap the answer

*2.30, can balik rumah lia0*

I walked out to 7E with my daughter and friend... den my friend saw his friend...den my friend introduced me to his friend... den my friend said something to his friend that embarassed me...
paiseh-paiseh-paiseh : P

yeah.... today stayed back for nothing -___-ll

I doing my last tugasan now! thank god!

but i still have a lot of things need to do T.T

btw, who can tell me how to change the blog layout...>.<

went to Perijaya 2day....

left home at 0745 and reached home at 1350

the teacher is quite a funny guy, at the same time he is a PRO tutor..

can teach all the 3 Sciences

ngam ngam done 1 tugasan harian...

FKY +u+u+u

i wonder what i did last life...

i am weird....

suddenly feel stress...

suddenly feel no stress and hungry @_@

clear

i think i am clear with the source of pressure / stress....

i decided not to be class monitor...

i rather be a normal student....

why is this happening to me...

i already decided to stay in alfa... but just now somebody called me to ask whether i wan to switch class onot...haiz...anyway, i denied it

i hope i made the right decision...

...

Since 04-01-10, around 0910, in 5 Sc Alpha....i feel so tertekan...

Cuz suddenly become monitor... maybe you will say i weird, become monitor only ma, nothing 1 la...

But u all won't understand.... from tadika to F4, the highest rank i got is AJK PJ ^^...

But then 2010, i suddenly become the monitor in ALPHA... omfg... i never think of becoming a monitor, in the first class somemore...i cant concentrate on study cuz i always think that there will be a problem to be solved by monitor...maybe i shud go see doctor X_X...u might say me NOOB cuz so scad to become a monitor, but i dun care... bluek

Den my BM teacher so good... so good until need to finish whole novel in one week but sinopsis do till chapter 5 only.... u may say nothing wrong...

but i wan to do the sinopsis for each chapter after i finish each chapter... like this oni useful...the problem is teacher always think that students got no other things to do...

next problem(but already not a problem)... the GOD selected me to do the public speaking next Monday... SIAO...i do oral in class oso like Parkinson.... "zat har zat har" "zhan har zhan har"... public speaking have to face the WHOLE school including those kakitangan >.<... i cant imagine tat, cuz i will freak out T.T but i got fren willing to help me... however i still worry tat he might change his mind (pessimist) >.<

i think this is the last problem so far... KKM need to hand in BEFORE JUNE... and i havent start anything even the front page...after knowing tat i plan to start my tugasan harian ASAP but but but.. when i come back, i CANT find my karangan book... stress + stress "lei wa sei m sei"... sometimes i hate myself.... but dun worry, i wont suicide... cuz i got bunch of frens who are always ready to help me(if i beg them) ...so "gam dung" T.T Anyway, i dun think i got chance to go back Beta....
(quote emily)this is life gotta get use to it
(quote mei ying)but of coz i dont want u to change la cos i wan more beta ppl in alpha
(quote derrick)bcos the process is not abt just send letter thats it

I think i have to make a full report before or after i study -__-ll

no time to post anything

no time to post anything....

only got time to post no time to post anything^^

Going to become a vegetarian for 2 days

Today is kinda fun because...

No homework...

I played emo game with my friend^^...

Got tips for phy, chem and maths exam...

Curi-curi stayed in class during recess...

And the best part is dissecting the frogs for BIO! My hands were shivering... so mempersiasuikan -_- but luckily i didn't poke through any internal organs^^

However... there are some non-human frog killers who never respect the frog... they cabut the skin, internal organs, drumstick and the worst was they pulled off the tongue from the mouth of the head which was already SEPARATED from the body!

Haiz... pity the frog... it could pass away peacefully under my shivering hands

untitled + zadao

btw... i'm still awake... thanks to the fking robbers -__-

True Story

*please forgive me for using foul language because i really can't control my emotion now*

My mum has to work for OT so i have to bring my brother and cousin to eat dinner at the nearest restaurant. We took the shortcut through the lorong. Before we enter the lorong, i already saw one fking motor... when we at the center of the lorong, the fking motor approaches me and "ask" for my handphone. (FYI, i didn't bring my handphone)

Fking robber(behind) : Eh... pinjam handphone.

*please forgive me for using foul language because i really can't control my emotion now*
My mum has to work for OT so i have to bring my brother and cousin to eat dinner at the nearest restaurant. We took the shortcut through the lorong. Before we enter the lorong, i already saw one fking motor... when we at the center of the lorong, the fking motor approaches me and "ask" for my handphone. (FYI, i didn't bring my handphone)

Fking robber(behind) : Eh... pinjam handphone.

Before he finish his sentence, he suddenly grap my left arm but luckily before he can grap my arm FIRMLY, my instinct and my brain tell me that i have to push that fking robber away and shout like mad. Therefore, I DID IT. My arm fled from the fking robber's filthy hand and i was shouting like "siao" and ran AFAP!

"AHHRHH...ARHHHAHHHH....ARHHRHHH..ARHHHHHH."

They are considered stupid because didn't wear helmet to cover their disgusting, geli, annoying, irritating and yong sui face.

The sad thing is, my brother and cousin run faster than me and didn't shout at all -___- So we ran to my house and the fking robbers didn't follow us... Phew~

But there are side effects... my throat is so pain now and i lost my appetite to eat my dinner! This was my first time. So next time(dai kat lei shi) i know what to do already...

FKING ROBBERS, WATCH OUT!

Exam in two more weeks.... other schools already "gao dim"... why lar my school so seeeeloooow
Haiz... haven't got the mood to study yet... don't know why people always think that i am a nerd@_@

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i love rain, not that korean but the rain that is falling and making my room FREEZING COLD without air-cond^^

End year exam on the 2nd of November ... damn >.< so late