failed to pass 140, T.T

sandra, i din piss you off but instead let you down e_e

my whole body is pain-ing now...dunno why @.@

i gave my first ponteng to Raj.... =D

going to ponteng school for the first time after two years >.<

First day of intervensi...overall : not bad

my instinct tells me tat i will get a sucky marks for my English..>.<

cuz my brain suddenly empty at the summary part.. i FORGOTTEN how to write summary T.T

haiz... tat part already v. cham... things go from bad to worse when a "IF" poem pop out @_@...

WASEH + WALAOa

the if...if....if made me dizzy @~@... anyway, i just crap the answer

*2.30, can balik rumah lia0*

I walked out to 7E with my daughter and friend... den my friend saw his friend...den my friend introduced me to his friend... den my friend said something to his friend that embarassed me...
paiseh-paiseh-paiseh : P

yeah.... today stayed back for nothing -___-ll

I doing my last tugasan now! thank god!

but i still have a lot of things need to do T.T

btw, who can tell me how to change the blog layout...>.<

went to Perijaya 2day....

left home at 0745 and reached home at 1350

the teacher is quite a funny guy, at the same time he is a PRO tutor..

can teach all the 3 Sciences

ngam ngam done 1 tugasan harian...

FKY +u+u+u

i wonder what i did last life...

i am weird....

suddenly feel stress...

suddenly feel no stress and hungry @_@

clear

i think i am clear with the source of pressure / stress....

i decided not to be class monitor...

i rather be a normal student....

why is this happening to me...

i already decided to stay in alfa... but just now somebody called me to ask whether i wan to switch class onot...haiz...anyway, i denied it

i hope i made the right decision...

...

Since 04-01-10, around 0910, in 5 Sc Alpha....i feel so tertekan...

Cuz suddenly become monitor... maybe you will say i weird, become monitor only ma, nothing 1 la...

But u all won't understand.... from tadika to F4, the highest rank i got is AJK PJ ^^...

But then 2010, i suddenly become the monitor in ALPHA... omfg... i never think of becoming a monitor, in the first class somemore...i cant concentrate on study cuz i always think that there will be a problem to be solved by monitor...maybe i shud go see doctor X_X...u might say me NOOB cuz so scad to become a monitor, but i dun care... bluek

Den my BM teacher so good... so good until need to finish whole novel in one week but sinopsis do till chapter 5 only.... u may say nothing wrong...

but i wan to do the sinopsis for each chapter after i finish each chapter... like this oni useful...the problem is teacher always think that students got no other things to do...

next problem(but already not a problem)... the GOD selected me to do the public speaking next Monday... SIAO...i do oral in class oso like Parkinson.... "zat har zat har" "zhan har zhan har"... public speaking have to face the WHOLE school including those kakitangan >.<... i cant imagine tat, cuz i will freak out T.T but i got fren willing to help me... however i still worry tat he might change his mind (pessimist) >.<

i think this is the last problem so far... KKM need to hand in BEFORE JUNE... and i havent start anything even the front page...after knowing tat i plan to start my tugasan harian ASAP but but but.. when i come back, i CANT find my karangan book... stress + stress "lei wa sei m sei"... sometimes i hate myself.... but dun worry, i wont suicide... cuz i got bunch of frens who are always ready to help me(if i beg them) ...so "gam dung" T.T Anyway, i dun think i got chance to go back Beta....
(quote emily)this is life gotta get use to it
(quote mei ying)but of coz i dont want u to change la cos i wan more beta ppl in alpha
(quote derrick)bcos the process is not abt just send letter thats it